Today, in this crazy backwards world, it would be rare to hear of an individual stating that they are celebrating their Spiritual Birthday. It was on this day, August 23rd, 1998, that I was delivered from a 26 year addiction. An addiction that I am glad to be free of. I was miraculously delivered from tobacco.
Research shows it is one of the most addictive substances. That is why I know it was and still is a miracle. I had no desire to return to the habit in all these 18 free years!
I could not quit on my own, though I tried many times and as many different solutions that I could think of to stop.
It happened at an altar of prayer. I asked a dear Pastor to pray with me after the church service that morning.
But, before the miracle, came one defeated woman asking, seeking and knocking. The night before, I said to God, “God, You parted the Red Sea, You raised Your Son, Jesus, from the dead, where is my miracle? If you don’t help me with this bondage of addiction, I will be lost forever!”
I would not recommend being so bold as to ask in the manner that I did almost two decades ago, but I was desperate.
God is so good. He didn’t turn away from my unholy way of asking. He mercifully saw my heart of despair and had compassion on me.
After praying, I could feel the bands of thick, heavy, rusted, iron bracelets pop off my wrists! I felt lighter than air. I thought, “There really is a magic carpet and I’m riding on an invisible carpet ride of Jesus!”
Then, there was a thick force shield, like the holograph-type you may have seen in a Star Wars film or some Sci-Fi movie, that went completely around me in circle fashion and nothing could penetrate it. No longer did I have the urge to puff on one of those cancer sticks!
Jesus broke the chains of my slavery to cigarettes and set me free in a way that defines who I am forever.
I am His child, saved from the penalty of sin that He bore on the cross as He died for me. Free to love and serve Him. Free to worship with out the hindrance of something that was between us. Free to receive the abundance of His love and goodness as I daily walk with Him.
Yes, I am able say that I am 18, because it was eighteen years ago that I was delivered and set free. I was born again, and am a new creation indeed!
“So if the Son sets you free, will be free indeed.” John 8 36 (NIV)
Thank you, Jesus, for your mercy, grace, love, sacrifice and for delivering me from sin and addiction.
I hope you find these words to be encouraging. If you have a story of a miracle that Lord has done in your life, feel free to share it here.
I’ve been perplexed to the meaning of a dream I had recently. The dream was of a wall. I couldn’t shake the fact that it was odd to see a wall in a dream and I wrote it down in my dream journal, as I often do.
The wall continued to puzzle me and I researched the subject “Wall” on-line. Did My dream have anything to do with the Great Wall Of China, the Berlin Wall, or the Wailing Wall In Jerusalem?
Did the wall represent a block in prayer, a hindrance in my life that prevented my to accomplishing God’s purpose for me? Or was the wall a difficult situation that prevented me from reaching my personal goals and dreams?
I even thought of a song and album by Pink Floyd, “The Wall”. The concept in the lyrics to the song are about isolation from people because of pain, loss, abuse and personal circumstances revealed through the story of an individual’s life ending with self-destruction. Did this relate to my dream and its meaning to the reality of many people’s spiritual life?
In the poem, “I Stand By the Door”, featured below, I find the wall is significant as it relates how I need to help others find the door which leads to God.
But how can people people find the door as they grope along the wall of drugs, alcohol, relationships, people, gambling, power, money or food?
This week, I’ve been attending the Sharon Camp Meeting Services and Bible Studies held in Sharon Center, Ohio. They are held annually towards the end of June up to the 4th of July every year for ten days.
Today, I listened to a poem written by Sam Shoemaker. He was a priest and founder of the Faith At Work group. He also was key in underpinning the Alcoholics Anonymous with a focus on interdenominational involvement for members, their families, and the community in which they lived .
While hearing the poem, I searched my heart and life as to where I stood. Do I stand too far in the doors of my church enjoying the blessings of God’s Presence and fellowship with other believers? Am I serving God and my church adequately or inefficiently? Do I love the Lord My God completely, with all my heart, soul, mind and strength? Am I surrendered to do His Will to the point of forsaking whatever would hold me back from accomplishing the specific call He has called me to do? Did I help anyone throughout the years since becoming a Christian find the door, place their hand on its handle or encourage a person to grow as a Christian?
Or have I been too caught up in my own problems, circumstances, and work that I have been desensitized to the needs of others?
After much reflection and prayer, I re-focused my direction and commitment to be used as God directs in helping people find Jesus Christ as their Savior.
We don’t stop after accepting Christ. If we do, we begin to look like the church of Laeodocia, who were given a warning in the book of Revelation, chapter three, verses 13-22.
So I stand by the door, ready to serve, mentor, and help others find the door.
Where do you stand? I encourage you to carefully read the following poem at length and help others find the door.
We will give an account one day to God as to what we have done with the message of salvation.
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” (John 3:16) NIV
Let’s be found standing by the door, guiding others away from the wall and walk through the open door.
I Stand at the Door
By Sam Shoemaker (from the Oxford Group)
I stand by the door.
I neither go to far in, nor stay to far out.
The door is the most important door in the world –
It is the door through which men walk when they find God.
There is no use my going way inside and staying there,
When so many are still outside and they, as much as I,
Crave to know where the door is.
And all that so many ever find
Is only the wall where the door ought to be.
They creep along the wall like blind men,
With outstretched, groping hands,
Feeling for a door, knowing there must be a door,
Yet they never find it.
So I stand by the door.
The most tremendous thing in the world
Is for men to find that door – the door to God.
The most important thing that any man can do
Is to take hold of one of those blind, groping hands
And put it on the latch – the latch that only clicks
And opens to the man’s own touch.
Men die outside the door, as starving beggars die
On cold nights in cruel cities in the dead of winter.
Die for want of what is within their grasp.
They live on the other side of it – live because they have not found it.
Nothing else matters compared to helping them find it,
And open it, and walk in, and find Him.
So I stand by the door.
Go in great saints; go all the way in –
Go way down into the cavernous cellars,
And way up into the spacious attics.
It is a vast, roomy house, this house where God is.
Go into the deepest of hidden casements,
Of withdrawal, of silence, of sainthood.
Some must inhabit those inner rooms
And know the depths and heights of God,
And call outside to the rest of us how wonderful it is.
Sometimes I take a deeper look in.
Sometimes venture in a little farther,
But my place seems closer to the opening.
So I stand by the door.
There is another reason why I stand there.
Some people get part way in and become afraid
Lest God and the zeal of His house devour them;
For God is so very great and asks all of us.
And these people feel a cosmic claustrophobia
And want to get out. ‘Let me out!’ they cry.
And the people way inside only terrify them more.
Somebody must be by the door to tell them that they are spoiled.
For the old life, they have seen too much:
One taste of God and nothing but God will do any more.
Somebody must be watching for the frightened
Who seek to sneak out just where they came in,
To tell them how much better it is inside.
The people too far in do not see how near these are
To leaving – preoccupied with the wonder of it all.
Somebody must watch for those who have entered the door
But would like to run away. So for them too,
I stand by the door.
I admire the people who go way in.
But I wish they would not forget how it was
Before they got in. Then they would be able to help
The people who have not yet even found the door.
Or the people who want to run away again from God.
You can go in too deeply and stay in too long
And forget the people outside the door.
As for me, I shall take my old accustomed place,
Near enough to God to hear Him and know He is there,
But not so far from men as not to hear them,
And remember they are there too.
Where? Outside the door –
Thousands of them. Millions of them.
But – more important for me –
One of them, two of them, ten of them.
Whose hands I am intended to put on the latch.
So I shall stand by the door and wait
For those who seek it.
‘I had rather be a door-keeper
So I stand by the door.
Dreams of distinction are worth taking the time to discern. Have you awakened from a dream filled with hope and joyful expectation? A dream so vivid it seemed real and you thought you were alive because you could feel emotions, see vibrant colors and experience a physical environment.
Such was the dream I had a few nights ago.
I was standing in the middle of a room or chamber built of dark brown rustic timbers, similar to the the wood used on the interior of my garage and on the inside of the walls of my house .(I can’t imagine why the family that built the house I live in would use such beautiful wood to insulate it let alone adorn the garage with it.)
I was wearing a mantle of golden yellow satin and was getting dressed to be married. My mother(who is in Heaven) brought me a piece missing from my outfit, but I thought, this little thing isn’t going to cover my body. It was binding like a tube top and she helped me put it over my head.
Like magic, the dress turned into a beautiful soft hand stitched yellow silk gown with an empire waist, a designer dress that was the only one of its kind. Flowers of lavender and periwinkle blue suddenly appeared in a showering fashion, decorating the draped fabric. There were pleated folds on the front and back of the garment causing it to stand out from the bodice. It reminded me of a nun’s attire from the 50’s or the pleat in military jacket.
I looked at myself in a mirror and made the remark of how it must be a designer dress because it hid all my flaws and made me look the size I would like to be.
Now I was ready and waiting to go in! I was getting married, but not just me. Many were going in to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. To be joined forever more with the Bridegroom, Jesus! Yet I was elated, happy, excited, full of joy! I felt what a bride would feel on her wedding day. I Was Getting MARRIED and I anticipated the celebration with an abundance of emotion.
And I had to wake up! I liked this dream so much I told several people about it the next day. I think this is a prelude type dream of what is to come. And I know the Bible says we will be given white linen robes to wear in Heaven, but in this dream, I wore a dress hand made and designed for me.
Wedding Ready is a daily walk with Christ, trusting in His Saving Grace, abiding in His love and waiting for Bridegroom, Jesus, to come for His Bride, The Church.
The picture above of white flowers are the sprays of Mock Orange or Virgin’s Bower from my back yard, a Sweet Bay Magnolia leaf stem. and the red rose bud from my brother’s rose bush.
I enjoy birds of all kinds, my favorite is the red-tail hawk. Nearly everyday I hear its distinctive call or see one or more soaring high above or hunting nearby.
Though the scripture in Isaiah 40:31 refers to an eagle, I prefer to be delighted by the majestic red tailed hawk.
The scripture below describes those who hope in the Lord.
Their strength is renewed and they will soar on wings like eagles.
Under His Wings I soar high above world’s care
Enraptured by His love, lifted by much prayer
New strength not my own, with bright vision in compare
Dwelling in His Presence and peace from life’s warfare
Blessings of abundance from a closer walk with Christ.
I yield my heart, soul, ambitions and dreams
To align with your perfect will
I wait for your spirit to purify
And Thy Presence within me be filled
I surrender all the plans I have made
Even absent plans thereof
All the wanderings in the wasted years
And exchange them for your great love
Whatever the circumstances of my life
In the present or from my past
Gracious Lord, I ask to be molded now
Fit for your service that will last
Yes, the Potter knows the clay in His hand
How a new vessel must be shaped
Though the trials, heartache, and pain does break
In Your Image I must be made
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